Nice, raw, article, Ben! I can commiserate on so many levels. I followed my passion for wine and moved to Italy 3 years ago.. it has not been easy, but I’d never trade it for anything! After moving around a lot, I settled in one place and I’d say that has helped with many things like isolation, loneliness, etc. I use my European base to continue to travel as often as I can, but don’t feel as free-floating anymore. I recommend trying to find a base if you can! Best of luck to you. Keep going!